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Recovering drug addict since 8/26/2014; switched from smoking to vaping on 10/6/2014. Please don't talk about drugs, alcohol, or cigarettes to me. They could trigger me into a craving and I could subsequently relapse into a harmful, deadly addiction - and I don't want that again.

Genderqueer; she or they pronouns, if you please. I don't deal with assholes. If you do something intentionally fucking douchey, I'm just going to ignore your ass, because I don't have time for drama.
zeno's arrow never hits the mark
Around here we don't like talk of big dreams. To stand out is a pride, a conceit. To aim high is to make waves, to split seams but that's not what it seems like to me, cause I wanna try, I wanna risk. I don't wanna walk, rather swing and miss. I'm not above apologies, but I don't ask permission.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

darning-socks:

wouldn’t a mating call be simpler

I need your help. No, I'm not asking for money.

donotlookatthedogpark:

Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.

Why?

I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.

I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.

The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.

Please.

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